You don’t always have to be sweet and lovey dovey all the time. You can be the assholes to each other and be mean. That’s when you know there is comfortability. Making fun of each other, calling mean names, abusing each other. Abusing as in joking around. The playful fighting. That’s another way to show love.
(Source: baybayaye)
Sometimes my best isn’t good enough & I have to accept it.
He says im smart enough to decide rather I should leave or stay. I know what I should do. But something stops me. Hope.
Ive learned not to make decisions on temporary feelings. So I’ll sleep in disappoint & anger then see how I am in the morning.
People ask me what low blood sugar feels like. Well why not do it while I’m experienced it. First of all thank god for auto correction cause no one would be able to know what I’m saying. My mind is confused. & I can’t think straight. I’m hungry as fuck! I shake. I have aniexty. Hungry hungry. All I wanna do is eat. Right now I’m eating this nasty ass pure sugar, sugar tablets. I feel weak & fatigue. I’m hoootttt. I sweaaatt. I wanna cry & scream. But these all in one feelings ain’t new to me. I’m preventing myself from continuing it. The worse part is waiting. The lower the blood sugar the crazier I am. I’m gonna go eat now. That is all.
